In the last week, I have retold the story of a past hurt and what I have felt was injustice, repeatedly. However, every thing that happened in the situation was my choice. And not only my choice, but an innate part of how I see myself and how I expect to show up in this life.
What I realized in this morning's retelling is that I have some pain attached and nearly teared up as I rehearsed my bit of drama. This is old. It has passed, and I am better for the process. No matter how much I loved my life before or how life shifted after, today I have more experience, more resources, and greater opportunity.
Holding on to this hurt is useless baggage. During this season of letting go, I release the pain that arises for review. I am thankful for the opportunity to notice and recognize the work within me.
I've been reading The Musician's Quest by George MacDonald. It is the story of a young man's search for meaning in his life free of the theological dominance of his grandmother. His is an inner journey of doubt and questions. Following the story I have appreciated the gentle understanding the author holds for his character's process.
Some days are challenging, but I remember the places I struggled in the past and recognize that living in the present is the only reality. Good, bad or indifferent, everything changes.
Today, I forgive everyone everything. When it comes up, I chose to let it go.
Welcome Spring!
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